hey people! noticed the increased in frequencies of posts recently? haha. of course! LeeUuZ has been hardworking aye? cause SOME of you always complain my blog's very boring as i don't post very often. what did you expect from an all-time NUAer? xD

anyway, today was school-free day! NO SCHOOL!! so finally, an OFF day for us to relax and try not to think about studies. well, i'm really sorry ninny and mom that i didn't go study with either you two cause i thought that i should relax abit. i know i know, i'm that kind of slacker who doesn't really bothers to take up her books and study but well, i know what i'm doing. anyway, i actually wanted to study today but gave up the idea cause this holiday is such a rare opportunity for me to rest and all!

so in the end, i woke at like 8am to check on my emails and play a few games. then at 9am, i went to torture my poor fingers at my piano's whites and blacks. i had to!! my piano exam is on this friday! *nervousnervous* i really need to get it done with. so at around 10am, i went to bathe and change to go out. reached MRS C.J.S. at her bus-stop and went her house to play! her rabbits are really HUGE!! i mean, i've never seen such huge rabbits in my life!! maybe they're just fat. xD but anyway, i have to admit, they are kind of cute. well, the tortoise wasn't much i guess cause my goddad's house has two which are really super ENORMOUS!! gosh! so after the "zoo" visitation, we went out.

ate KFC for lunch and went to watch a movie!! sigh, we wanted to watch Helen the Baby Fox at first but the timings and cinemas weren't cooperating. we were at century square and discovered that they weren't showing it! so we went to GV at tampines mall to look. but sadly, the timing was so off that we decided to change a movie - Lakehouse. glad we watched it!! it was so sweet and so romantic!! haha. abit funny at some parts too. they even had moments when you'd just grab your chair in agony! haha. but it's abit predictable. i could guess some of the links shown at the start but it didn't matter!! the show was plain NICE!! oh! it made me want to live in that kind of house too.

house on a lake supported by stilts. a bridge from land to the house. clear glass windows. quiet environment. outsiders can see everything from the outside but there aren't any houses nearby. 360 view at the scenary. huge tree grown right in the middle of the house giving it a touch of green apart from the water surrounding it.

nice eh? of course!

after the movie, we actually wanted to sneak into the theatre playing Helen. but well, we couldn't find it and almost got caught. kind of exciting. ok! mission failed but we got experience now!! haha.

then we just went around tampines mall and century looking at stuff. MRS C.J.S. showed me her dream phone while i hunt for a new pencil case. in the end, i found it! plus a twist, saw black with mitchell, qiangsen and some unknown guy in century square. bah!! then we went to tampines mall to take a look in X-Craft. then another twist, saw black they all AGAIN. stalkers........ haha.

ok, so we ended our day like that. and NINNY!! i ate FRESCO ice-cream too!! cookies and cream!! YUM!! xD

to wait for or to be waited for?

-LeeUuZ

♥ 10:16 PM

ATTENTION ALL!! please note if you have the following behaviours:

1. extremely high expectations of looks
2. think that looks are all that matters
3. insensitive about others' feelings
4. extremely self-centred
5. unbelievable high ego

If you are suffering at least THREE of the above mentioned, kindly note that you're suffering from judging-others-by-their-looks syndrome. people who are affected by this disease, kindly watch the movie,

SHALLOW HAL

you'd be thankful!! haha. it's a good movie! xD

♥ 10:43 PM

bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm having this hangover feeling. head's super heavy.

anyway, NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!

okok... i'll go off now...

byebye!!

watashi wa itsumo itsudemo
anata wa desu?

-LeeUuZ

♥ 6:18 PM

When There Was Me And You - Gabriella

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you


ok, that's what you get for being too hopeful. though in the movie, the song happen to be some girl who had this misunderstanding but i guess it can be intepreted in many ways. and this is just my way of intepreting it.

well, i don't want to hope too high for my prelims and stuff in case when i don't do well i won't be too disappointed. an old saying goes, "the higher you climb, the harder you'll fall." so in LeeUuZ's term, "the higher you hope, the more disappointed you'd be." so pessimistic and unME right? yeah. but it's just life.

ok, getting on with my life.

get it over and done with!!

-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:10 PM

well well, guess the DSA thing has officially been OVER! and too bad for me, i wasn't chosen. fortunately, i got over it already so no worries! hmm, heard from cass that they only allowed three DSAs per sports CCA! that means!! they'll only choose three for the entire team!! and YES!! three for the guys and girls team! NOT EACH! which is kind of sad i guess. they'll be lacking of players. haha. maybe it's a way of comforting myself or rather self-pity due to the disappointment. but i dare say, this experience has really motivated me to study hard for my O's. i mean it. LeeUuZ is finally switching on her nerd mode, HYPER DRIVE!! xD

anyway, i'll be going tuition soon so can't really blog a LONG post.

let's talk about today then!! first period was a free period. Ms Kartini didn't come thus we could do anything we wanted. HOWEVER!! what was so different about 4E today during a FREE period was that.................. WE WERE MUGGING!!! we were actually mugging!! cool aye? don't see that sight often unless during a test. but it's a FREE PERIOD!! that shows how much the O's are affecting us. maybe we're all just studying for prelims which are coming in?? around fortyfive or fortysix days. well, lucky us! and plenty of teachers aren't being helpful as their lessons are so NOT substantial (is that how it's spelled?)! fortunately, math period is ALWAYS substantial as Mr Chan makes it a point to let us understand the lesson. though sometimes he can be really crappy, at least his lessons are really enjoyable. well, Mrs Tan's period is sometimes quite good but others are well, boring. haha. but she's really cute when we all try to sweet talk her and watch her pretend she didn't hear anything! haha. sometimes she'll just act cute which is also quite fun to watch. like today, ninny and i were asking about the graph which Mrs Tan explained wrongly. so she proclaimed something really loud but i can't remember what was it. anyway, it was so act cute of her that we just burst out laughing while Mrs Tan laughed at herself. haha. well, if Ms Kartini was here i'd probably blog something about her too! haha. that's cause her lessons will always be real noisy as we're so busy laughing away at her funny expressions and jokes. xD

mmMmMmmMMMmMmmm!! grandma's cooking smell's real nice! i'm hungry! bah!!!

ohyeah! we had SC investiture today. well sad to say, it wasn't as good as i thought it would be. the dance wasn't very well coordinated as there were too many people. and i thought that the secondary threes shouldn't be present as it was the secondary fours' LAST DANCE. so they're really redundant and all. furthermore, they shouldn't move to the bottom of the stage as no one from the middle to the back of the hall could see anything! but well, it was worth watching kayhowe and sheucherng dance cause i've never seen them do it before! haha. well, that's a different side of them that is seldom seen i guess which i think they did not bad. haha. it was a bit stiff though. LoL!

well, at the end of all that the class had to do some MOE survey thing. kind of crappy. i'll show you why:

Choose Strongly Disagree, Disagree, Agree or Strongly Agree for each question.
16. I like the school. - i chose agree.
17. I really like the school. - o.Olll what the-?

isn't that like so mind gaming? irritating. LoL!

kk, got to go!! don't miss me aye? xD

tag "LeeUuZ rocks!" if you see this! a MUST! xD

-LeeUuZ

♥ 6:27 PM

misleaded, misguided.

one more day.

i've never been so disappointed and it sucks.

i guess i won't make it.

anything.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 10:15 PM

recently, i noticed a trend among sports class people's blogs - unknown taggers.

well, it started off with our juniors' class blog, 2h06, being tagged by some annonymous flute guy! what did they do to him anyway? LoL! then i'm not too sure about those in between ones but well, my blog got attacked too! by? annonymous PL girls. hopefully, this won't happen again cause we really want to keep the sportsmanship there aye? anyway, one of them apologised on the ahstt`06 girls blog so i guess it's ok. oh i remember!! bing's blog got attacked too!! again some annoying annonymous person! bah!! guess who's turn is it now? haha! chang. LoL! well, i don't have much to comment on that except that he should be careful cause that prata person seems to be looking at his butt for some time. LoLs! beware of butt-looking annonymous person!

anyway, i'm sure there're many others that i didn't mention or know of but at least, have you got my point? well, it seems that though Singapore is a very democratic country, yet not a soul even dares to put his/her name when they're just tagging on another person's blog!! it's not like the victim can do anything to you right? i mean, even if an annoymous person places his/her name, the victim might not even know who they are! plus, since annonymouses love to tag on others' blogs, the least they could do was to give due respect to the blog owner and put they're name there! everyone has a right to speak! and of course, even if bad things were to be said about the blog owner, at least let him/her know that the annonymous's accusations are reliable! let's take police reports for example, when you make a report, you'll have to state your name and particulars before the police can take action. if you report annonymously, then why would the police have a reason to trust you since you don't even trust yourself? same principle applied i guess.

sadly, most annonymouses just have fun harassing the blog owner before disappearing off to some place else. if the blog owner is lucky, the annonymouses won't be back. if otherwise, i guess there's not much we could do about it except to stay united against such cowards.

sometimes i wonder why are annonymouses so free to roam around other's blogs? it's almost as if they're anti-social that they have no friends to hang out with. in the end? they resort to having "fun" by irritating nice people online. maybe it's just way to attract attention from others or is it just a plea to say, "PLEASE BEFRIEND ME!" well, it works both ways. but seriously, think such people should just GET A LIFE. either you're really childish or you're really mentally ill. especially those annonymouses who tagged on sports class people's blogs. what problem do you have with us aye? we didn't do anything except win trophies and bring glory to the school. is that a bad thing? i don't see sports players going around tagging annonymously (there better not be) at other people's blogs! not to say that all non-sports people are mean but those annonymous are just minorities. i know loads of non-sports people who are really nice and i have no problem with them.

well, one last thing, for those who visits my blog, if you're one of those above mentioned, i suggest you'd just stop it. i wouldn't want to know annonymouses ok? i want to know friends, people WITH names. but if you've done such a thing before but intend to stop, i'm glad for you.

ok, it's getting late, got to go! bye!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:35 PM

people people!! today is so......................................... i don't know how to put it. i know i kept sleeping cause for some reason i was so tired! but well, they were good sleeps! didn't drool and didn't get cramps! LoL!! other than that? well, i finished my geography worksheet!! ACCOMPLISHMENT!! haha.

ok, so after school, i had to wait for the interview at TJC so was helping rebec and mervin. with!?! mervin's trombone exam. rebec's supposed to be his accompaniment but well, she couldn't get the timings right so i kept clapping them in time. then mervin didn't know when to come in either so again i cued them. LoL! i think i make a good conductor or music teacher!! thank you thank you! xD i mean, i've did tests on career guidance and mostly, i was most suitable for something to do with music or the arts. thanks man. i actually wanted to do something else like psychology or similar. but i guess if i counselled the person, he/she would've probably gone out of the office even more nuts than before seeing me! xD clapclap!

so like when it was 5pm, i went off with en, foong and shihe to TJC!! we reached quite early so we went to find xiong. then stupid xiong, say until very very scary like that. well, it's scary for me cause i know my studies aren't very good and well, i have to admit i did even worse than xiong. so it wasn't an encouraging thing to know. when the four of us went back to the general office, found out the first chungcheng guy, junyi, went in already. we were all pretty nervous i guess. then when that junyi guy came out, roger went in. so we kept asking junyi about the interview. and! we found out that his studies weren't very good too. just around my standard!! haha. ok, 幸灾乐祸. but at least, if i knew he went through alright, i'd probably be ok too! since it wasn't very encouraging to know that the other three did way better off than me. LoL! so one by one we went in. till it was my turn!! i tell you!! it's the most scariest thing i've ever experienced! there were three teachers! they took turns talking to me and kept asking questions about my studies! my gosh. i was like, "i'm so dead meat!" but well, the most intriguing question was:

among the four of you (they found out that the four of us are from AHS), if the school only allow one of you to be chosen, who will you pick?

wah!! duh i said myself of course! don't think i was being selfish or what. cause that's the way it works. if i said i'd recommend my other friends, it just shows that i can do without entering TJC! so i guess it's alright for people to be selfish once in a while. but of course, they wouldn't really only allow one of us cause they need GOOD PLAYERS!! xD

hmm, then again, if i be it chosen by TJC or not, i'll still have to depend on where God wants me to go. if i'm really not meant to be in TJC, then there's no point arguing anymore about it though i'd be really disappointed. seriously, i think i have to depend more on God. yup! pray for me aye?

got to go! goodnight!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:00 PM

i had a normal normal day. well, almost i guess. had 'O' level chinese listening this afternoon, think many would kind of agree the exam was ok other than stupid QUESTION EIGHT!! haha.

ohyeah!! and i kind of just got hooked on this song!! AAAHHH!! haha. the song is soo cute!! what can you expect from Mcfly aye? k, the song is Five Colours In Her Hair by Mcfly!! doo`doo`doo`doo`doo`doo!! EVERYBODY WANTS TO KNOW HER NAYE-EE-AME-EE-AME-EE-AME!! haha.

get previews of the song on chang's blog. haha.

ok, today was quite a thoughtful day i guess. as in not that kind of i'm-being-nice that kind of thoughtful, more of thinking, 思考.

well, i thought through alot of things, like the path that God wants me to and all that. and Mrs Sparrow told me that i have to look after a lot of people. yea i guess i do. other than my precious friends around me and my little brother, i now have TWO disciples! maybe one more coming. ok, i'm like a miniature mom! LoL! maybe God wants me to be some fulltime mom or something! haha. just kidding, but not a bad idea though. i mean like, you get to play with the kids and spend time with them. just let your husband earn the bucks! HAHA!! ok, may seemed lazy. LoL!

oh! and i read this very very interesting quote in my book Life On The Edge:

Comparison is the ROOT of Inferiority.

i think it's really really true. i mean in the first place, if people don't place themselves on the weighing balance to determine their value, NO ONE, i repeat NO ONE will feel inferior. that would be like the most peaceful thing that will ever happen to anyone of us. imagine a world where no one compares, no jealousy no backstabbing etc. but well, think comparison is still good to a small extent. especially if you're a sports player!! you need to keep comparing your skills with others so that you can improve. if you just sit there watch the world go by, what's the point of you being in sports? sports are COMPETITIVE! yup.

ok, shall stop here. reached home at like 10pm from tuition and i haven't taken out my contacts! LoL! disgusting right? yeah. so i'm going to take them off now. BYE!! xD



-LeeUuZ

♥ 10:52 PM

ok, i actually promised one of my friends i'd do this quite some time ago. but apparently i didn't do it then. well, this time foong put my name on it so i guess i'll just do it cause i don't know what to blog about anyway. oh! ninny if you came by, you go read foong's blog too! cause i think your name's on it!! xD ok, here goes!

what's the best nickname you've ever had?
-LeeUuZ

Do you think suicide is the best way?
-never

Rate ur social life from 1-10
-7.25

Are you in love with someone at the moment..
-hmm... good question. xD

Are you missing someone at the moment?
-of course! my chiangmai friend, my primary schoolmates

Would you die for someone you love?
-yup

Do you think love hurts?
-yeah, guess so.

What is the best thing about love?
-someone caring for you. xD aww...

What's the worst thing about love?
-people talking about you everywhere.

Will you wait for someone you love?
-more like wait for someone that God appoints me to love.

What is the song that best describe ur love life at the moment?
-What I've Been Looking For by High School Musical's Ryan and Sharpay

Do you want to get married?
-hmm... another good question. xD

Have you talked to the person you love for the past 24hrs?
-erm, if i had someone i love now i probably would've. like, DUH!

Do you keep memories or try to forget them?
-keep them i guess, be it good or bad.

Is love always on your side or opposite you?
-i'd hope that it'll always be on my side.

Are you sick of love?
-have yet to find that out.

Are you sick of questions of love?
-i guess it's just another part of growing up.

What are you going to do today-tomorrow?
-practise piano, go out with foong a.k.a PAN DA LI!

What do you want to do badly right now?
-sleep

Do you think money is everything
-naye... but God is!!

What's the song you last just downloaded?
-I'm Just the Girl Next Door by Saving Jane

How much you love music?
-as much as i love table-tennis!

Do you play an instrument?
-no! i play many!! xD

Have you written your own song?
-i've never wrote them down. only played till i'm satisfied then i'll forget them! xD

What's the movie you last watch?
-Pirates of the Carribean - the Black Pearl

Do you believe in love forever?
-Love is eternal cause GOD IS LOVE!

What's in my mind right now?
-i need to go bathe soon.

What song is in my brain right now?
-Happy by Mudvayne

Five people to do this quiz
-i don't know who'll be coming by my blog, but anyway...
1) mom!! xD
2) kenny!! xD
3) andrew!! xD
4) yingting!! xD
5) beale!! xD

haha. that's all. those that i've listed, can do please? haha. i know you all are nice people! xD



-LeeUuZ

♥ 12:19 AM

PHEEEEEEEEEEWEEEEEEEEEEUUUUUUU!!! finally!! i can finally relax!!

guess what people! guess WHAT?!

TJC finally CALLED!! well, not exactly, SMS more like. xD

BUT NONETHELESS!! an ANSWER!!

i'm so excited!! so so so excited!! i hope i can do well for the interview. PRAY I DO WELL!

my gosh!! i can hardly breathe! my heart is like pounding against my chest like really hard!

and i was like just blogging about it yesterday!! miraculous!!

i was still wondering about it yesterday!! AAAHHHH!!! happiness!! xD

sure foong and en are really happy right now. the three of us got the SMS together!

so, please PLEASE PLEASE GOD! continue guiding us!

thank God!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 5:53 PM

hey people! i'm kind of bored right now. some may ask, "ARE YOU NUTS? PRELIMS ARE LIKE IN TWO MONTHS!?!" yeah right, like i'd fall for that though it's a fact. but well, i'm really trying hard to study. anyone who wants to ask me out to study, i'll warmly welcome your invitation. LoL.

well, during this period of time, i'm in a state of nervousness and confusion. my life is now rotating around my HANDPHONE!?! why? BAAHH!! TJC hasn't called for the interview yet which is extremely irritating. it's getting on my nerves and making it hard for me to concentrate on my studies!! i know!! it's sound like i'm not planning to work hard if i was accepted through DSA but no!! i just want to get this over and done with.

basically, it really doesn't matter if i get in or not. what matters really is where God wants me to go. if God meant for me to enter TJC, i won't have to worry that much cause everything's in His hands. hmm... but i haven't really prayed about it before so i guess it's my fault. oh! wondering why i suddenly mentioned the will of God? well, i'd recently bought a book called Life Over the Edge. it's really interesting and really enriching. through this book, i was able to know about my situation and how am i to react when i encounter them. another book which made me so curious about God's will was the book i borrowed from mom, Knowing God's Will for Your Life. yup, choices can't be made unless through serious consideration and after many many prayers. actually, it kinds of depends on how fast or slow God's wants to lead you. so we don't have to worry about it. but we know for sure, God will reveal to us in His own timings.

ok, update on my life. today, i started my first follow-up lessons with my girls from student camp. well, one of them has already found her way to my blog already right yingting? xD well, the other girl is lydia. and oh, grace will be joining us soon. anyway, i didn't start on any lesson as it's the FIRST time. so just chitchat our time away. got to know them a little more and hope to further do so too. well, pray for me yeah?

i'll stop here. toodles!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 9:17 PM

hey people. i had a bad scare. a really bad one too. let me explain.

well, just now, Xiao came so that they could pass me my birthday present and pray for me. well, i was really grateful and happy cause it's already so late! unfortunately, they didn't manage to write some stuff in the book (the present) before passing it to me so they wrote on the spot. LoL. well, then i had this really weird feeling. especially when yongjing-ge wanted to start praying for me. we heard footsteps and i suspected it might be mom. so i said could we move to someplace else? in the end we decided to go into the car. squeezy it was but i felt very secure and comforted. for that period of time, i felt that i was the most fortunate person in the world to have friends that care and love me. so we prayed. after we got out, mom appeared. so suddenly and so suspiciously. how she appeared wasn't what that mattered, it was what she said.

"Hey! you all have to save her ah!!"

*pause* everyone was so stunned. ninny said i had this expression on my face like i was saying 'shit'. then my mom went on.

"must help her ah! her studies..."

sigh. what a timing! and we were just praying a moment ago about facing persecutions at home. we were all so shocked by what she said. lucky yongjing-ge was there. could tell they were all taken back by it. daniel was in the car trying to smile as hard as he could. beale and ninny were almost inside the car and their faces were still stunned. ninny gave a shrug when we had eye contact. alvin was trying to laugh it off like it was a joke about my lousy studies. yongjing-ge tried to break the awkwardness by answering my mom.

gosh. God is so scary at times that He surprises us with things that we do not expect. it's like you're praying for strength to face satan when he appears and immediately after the prayer, you see satan standing right infront of you, smirking. it was such a spiritual blow to me that i felt my heart skipped a beat. somehow, i knew it wasn't good timing or pure coincidence. i knew it was God's doing behind all that. but it was still really scary. well, i guess i'll just have to wait and see God reveal His timing for me step by step. just pray that i can follow Him all the way. pray for me people!

oh, and i need to study. people! must constantly nag me to study! thanks a bunch.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 11:01 PM

anyone watched "Bend it like *coughsbeckhamcoughs*" before? well, i just did. and? I LOVE COACH JOE!! HE IS SO HANDSOME!! xD mesmerising eyes *blinks*...

ok ok, that was for the crappy part. well, i've learnt quite a bit when i was watching the show. it's about this indian girl called Jesse who loves soccer and *coughsbeckhamcoughs*. she entered a local women's team in England when a player called Juliet spotted her playing in a park and brought Jesse to see her coach *screams*. unfortunately, due to customs and traditions, Jesse's parents objected to her playing soccer thus a lot of things happened. soon after, Jesse falls in love with Coach Joe (who wouldn't? xD). of course this relationship wasn't approved of thus they did not open up to each other. CAUSE!! players cannot have relationships with their coach, it's illegal for all sports. another factor was that Jesse's family did not want any disgrace thus only want indian-indian relationship. aww....... but it doesn't really matter cause Jesse and Joe seemed to end up together in the end. oh! one more thing, Jesse and Juliet got talent-scouted thus both received scholarships to study in USA and pursue their dream as a professional footballer! whoopee!

well, my point is, soccer is so similar to love! i mean like, practically everyone is obsess with these two things!! right right? and also, both are not restricted by race nor distance nor language!! cool aye? Joe was like so sweet to say, "we know we have that thing for each other so distance is not really a problem." *screams* LoL. of course Jesse would've said yes but well, she was being sensible by telling Joe to go slow cause of the indian-irish thingy.

OLEH~~OLEH~~OLEH~~OLEH~~ feelin' hot HOT HAWT!!

well, guess World Cup is over. Zidane's over too. shan't say anything regarding the match. HERH!

ok, i'll get started with my studies. root for me people! xD



-LeeUuZ

♥ 10:23 PM

it's just another THREE HOURS AWAY!! the finals FINALLY!! then it would be mugging all the way (i hope =x).

ok, this morning, i was at sinhwee's house with ASC people. doing what?! watching SOCCER, DUH. which was kind of lucky i guess cause channel 5 didn't broadcast the match. but we had a scare cause after half time, we couldn't find the right channel!! so we were there sulking till suddenly, gabriel accidentally went back to the channel!! YAY!! at the 55th minute, which was like just before the first goal of the match. lucky ain't we? but well, it wasn't the team we were hoping for to score.

anyway, matches this year were kind of disappointing. hopefully the FINAL won't be disappointing even though England's not playing.

ok well, about today, i reached home at 7.10am! cool? nah, i was dead tired and also irritated by my aunt (dad's elder sister) who visited us in the MORNING!?! so i went to sleep in mom's room so as not to be disturbed by that woman. well, jing wasn't so lucky as he was playing the computer. so aunt came in and talked to him about irrelevant stuff while i chuckled in the toilet.

ok, i'll go settle some stuff. catch ya guys next time!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 10:50 PM

well, guess it's over. birthday? no no...

DSA trials.

think it was my best gift of the day. don't really know how to explain to you people about how much i enjoy table-tennis. everytime i get to play, i'll get this tingling sensation in my stomach which makes me feel so excited! like yesterday, when yan jL said that we had to play matches, i was so excited! i mean like, it's been such a long time since i last played serious table-tennis, like SERIOUSLY. but well, i hadn't really got my skills back yet, but i will! after O's? but i think i can't wait till then so never mind.

ok, my body's like aching right now. how come? the matches. i really moved a lot trying to keep up with everyone else. and since i don't like to lose, i try my best in every game. unfortunately, i felt quite disappointed as i could've won some matches that i shouldn't have lost. sad. never mind!

I DEFINITELY WILL NOT LOSE THE NEXT TIME.

anyway, i'm tired. maybe i'll go sleep. hmm...



-LeeUuZ

♥ 1:28 PM

hey people!! it's 5 july 2006, just one day from my birthday! hmm... somehow, others seemed to be more excited about it than me. even my parents! my dad just handed me the red packet. well anyway, since i'm waiting for my birthday match ---- Portugal VS France, i'll do something in the meantime to keep myself busy. OH!! Portugal better win the world cup, since like they won England. think they'll win cause? they got DECO!! xD
16. someone to be always there for me
okok, i'll get to why i'm blogging...

16 wishes for my SIXTEENTH birthday:
1. smile more
2. laugh more
3. cry less [unless when i'm touched :')]
4. better results
5. get into TJC [whether by DSA or studies]
6. bring my little brother to Christ
7. bring my parents to church
8. get distinction for Grade6 piano practical
9. England [portugal, reasons stated above] to win the World Cup
10. more responsible
11. more sensitive to others' feelings
12. more organised
13. better handled relationships
14. new table-tennis shoes [just look at my shoes now!]
15. get a laptop

hmm... the sixteenth wish should be more special i guess. anyway, hope most of it can come true. especially the new shoes part, you guys should really see the state of my shoes now! the right one has a flap at the front plus! a hole that you guys can stick your finger into it and ticke my foot! my left shoe is still quite ok but well, it's starting to open a flap too! and the sole's getting thinner. sad life? haha.

ok, i shall go sleep first or i can sleep in school tomorrow! night people!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 10:00 PM

anyone watched the High School Musical? i did!! xD

well, it was really spastic but really enjoyable all the same. guess i don't really think when i watch movies cause i don't see the point of finding faults with them. LoL. just enjoy the movie since like, IT IS A FORM OF ENTERTAINMENT? haha.

anyway, it's a good movie i think. very related to teenagers' lives be it in school or family. one of the lessons i learnt from the movie, was that friends will never despise you for what you like or enjoy even though it doesn't seem like the number one thing on their things-to-do list. true friends will support you all the way. also learnt stuff about shedding your outershell to show your true inner side. it doesn't matter if you like to bake or play the cello (which appears "uncool" to others), what matters you love what you're doing.

but i think i enjoyed the songs they sang more than the storyline itself. as in like, the songs are really good! here are some titles:

-Breaking Free
-Get'cha Head in the Game
-We're all in this Together
-Start of Something New
-etc...............................

you can like buy the soundtrack online or in stores. bet you'll enjoy it.

ok, it's late, i'd better go sleep. or rather, start on my episode of Spiral or the time i'll finish would be like two plus!

bye!



-LeeUuZ

♥ 12:47 AM

BBAAAHHHH!!! i'm so disappointed!!

why?? why did owen tear his ligament??!! why was rooney so hot-headed??!! why was beckham (even though i don't like him) injured during the second half??!! why did gerrard miss the penalty shoot out??!! why wasn't lampard on form??!! and mostly, WHY DOES ENGLAND HAS CROUCH IN THE FIRST PLACE??!!

ok ok, i'm sorry. i was overreacting. i guess like many other England fans all around the world, disappointment and pity was probably the only thing we could feel. looking back at the match, England had many chances, but it just seemed that these chances slipped by ever so easily. remember that shot driven by lenon to rooney?? it was such a waste! the ball was right infront of rooney and he had to miss that beautiful pass by lenon. if it was owen, i guess England fans would pretty much be still celebrating till now. well, there's nothing else to do but sore over that ridiculous defeat.

people around weren't being helpful too. as i was wearing my England tee, it was pretty obvious who i was supporting. so, when i had to visit the toilet in mcdonald's, a couple of irritating goons kept rubbing it in. they went like, "England lost leh, you know anot?" yeah, with their lousy pronounciation and their cowardly behaviour. they wouldn't dare to say anything if they weren't together. therefore i conclude,

I HATE MALAYS IN GROUPS.

maybe i'll get sued or something cause i said that. but hang on! i only dislike them in when they're in groups. and that's when all the crap starts coming out of their gaps. which are certainly un-spiffing and so-ever in hokkien "kiam pa". well, but some of them are really nice. like my neighbour, he's ever-so polite and courteous. he breaks up fights and is very easy going.

anyway, i stayed on to watch the Brazil vs France match. sigh, i wished i didn't. it was again a diappointment i guess. though i'm not supporting any team, i kind of thought that Brazil would win. i thought wrong.

World Cup 2006? crap? maybe.



-LeeUuZ

♥ 5:51 PM