got back social studies today...
it sucked...
in the end...
failed my combine humanities...
but it doesn't matter anymore... i can't go back in time to retake the exam... though it's kind of upsetting but well, just have to face it... got chinese mock exam too... but we all were kind of slack... did not do the paper properly... answers were all crap... haha... but well, it was kind of boring and really cold... so everyone were freezing... me too... only i was trying to sleep... but it was too cold so i decided that maybe i should just write some answers even though they might be just one line... =x oops... haha... so we were all like trying to write as
BIG as we could so that it can take up more space and lines... LoL... it was hilarious...then like i had this really terrible headache which was kind of throbbing my head for a couple of days already so i decided that i should go home... well, apparently i wasn't the only one cause sherilyn was having migraine... so the both of us went to get the excuse letter and went home... yeah... so while sulking over my extremely poor results, i'm watching anime to make me not think about it... but well, i'm like blogging about my results so I AM REMINDED... sad really...
sometimes i really wished i could live in the mountains where like it's so close to the Heavens... then i wouldn't be having this headache caused by my studies... i miss ChiangMai... i really do... seeing all the people there being so carefree... and also remembering the breeze that would brush my cheeks when i stand infront of the church which we stayed... also missed playig with the kids there... especially EnMei and a little girl whom i didn't get to know her name... she's abit slow when she's learning but really hardworking... oh!! i miss sitting on the back of the motorbike ZhiCheng was riding... aww... it was super cool... we talked about loads during those rides... cause we kind of share the same personalities like loving our sport very very much... also, we were worried over our friends and family that hadn't been able to receive God's grace... yeah... that was nice...
so why am i here? why here? why in this harsh environment that people are judged by their certificates and achievements? it's just too harsh for me... kind of helpless when i'm in this part of the world...
missing the old days...sayonara~~~
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