i was dead, but i'm revived!! really!! well, at least 85%. the other 15%, it's my own barrier that i have to cross myself i guess. but well, yingen!! you were right, i WILL BE and AM revived in Christ.

how did it happen? well on friday night, i was rushing out the LoveUs newsletter. that was so tiring. alvin couldn't help cause he had to go off the next day. plus! the articles he and dianne gave me were so long!! it was so hard trying to squeeze 'em properly into the newsletter so that all the words are viewable.

so before i began, i wanted to give up already. i was so tired be it spiritually or physically. i was on the verge of quitting. i wanted to just go to sleep and not go church the next day! well, it seemed like a great thing to do. i could rest, i don't have to rack my brains, i CAN SLACK! but there was this voice at the back of my head telling me that i shouldn't do that. so i guess i was quite lucky. i responded to this voice and i prayed to God for strength to last me through the night, and also wisdom to arrange the layout. after that, my mind sort of cleared up abit. so i sent yingen one slide so that she could help me squeeze the stuff in while i tried working on page two. page two was such a chore!! the articles were long, the prayer points were endless. i was again on the verge to give up. but fortunately, i messaged alvin earlier on to explain the situation so he called to help me out. so we decided that we could just put a person in charge for the readers to go to if they needed prayer points. yup. that helped alot. then, yingen sent the first slide back to me. i was like WOW!! thanks en, you've been a great help. after that, i was suddenly so energised that i rushed through page two without much difficulty. it was at this point i felt God. God at this point was so real. so i finally finished the newsletter. but when i thought all things were running smoothly, i realised that my printer ran out of ink!! great. just GREAT. but i told God to give me a name, just a name that i could ask the person to elp me print. so jhong came to mind. LoLs. so i went and asked. guess what??!!! jhong helped!! ohyeah!! i was so encouraged by God that my faith was renewed that night and i was yes, REVIVED.

yeah. trust God in all things. it really works.

you can do it too!!

-LeeUuZ

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