I AM A FAILER. YES. FAILER. WITH MY POOR MADE UP ENGLISH. I'M A FAILER.

can't really be considered a failure. i don't fail in everything i do, i just fail for my studies. that's all! no big! yeah really no big! the most i just have to go ITE or something. i've been so naive to even think about DSA. it's like i can't even meet the basic requirement! this is so unfair.

maybe to all of you, i'm just one big slacker who likes to miss lessons. maybe i seemed to be the kind that got too used to failing that i can't be bother anymore. whatever alright? i really studied! but in the end? i get nothing. and people are just so insensitive sometimes that they don't stop to appreciate what they already have. i might be the same too, but at least i treasure those subjects that i managed to pass. and people can be like complaining they could've gotten an A1 instead of an A2. guess what? i will be happy even if i only manage to pass borderline for the subject. thanks man!

thanks for making me feel like a big fat loser. so what if you got a L1R5 of 21? SO WHAT? did you get 35?! no? so why are you like DAMMIT COMPLAINING? i wish i could get that. i really do! i don't even mind getting any score as long as it is below 30. some of you even manage to get BELOW 20! WT* are you still complaining about? all those rubbish and crap about not meeting your own targets, all those idiotic 'sigh's acting like you're dammit upset about your results. LEAVE ME ALONE ALRIGHT?

also, SO WHAT IF YOU GOT ONLY ONE STUPID REMEDIAL? stop acting like that's the end of the world or something. i only got four remedials. ONLY FOUR. out of how many subjects? SEVEN! great! ABSOLUTELY SPIFFING.

i hate studying now. i really do. all those times when i mugged, all those times when i tried to lighten the spirit by joking around infront of people, WHATEVER! i get NOTHING. after racking my brains i gained what? bunch of red marks all over my paper with 'X's in them.







GOOD RIDDANCE! BYE! ADIOS! nobody cares...






after today? the liuying you know now will be gone forever. say your last words people, she's gone. the old liuying has died on 23may2006. dead.

♥ 12:24 PM