I AM SO RELIEVED!!! CHINESE 'O' LEVELS ARE OVER!! haha... well, it's a 50/50 chance.

basically, it was kind of easy? well, easier than Anglican High School's paper definitely. but!! i almost made a grave mistake that might cause me around 16marks!! goodness. the stupid exam paper, the questions were printed in such a weird manner that i got confused! so, i wrote the answers for questions 21 and 22 on the lines for questions 27 and 28!!! wah... when i kind of realised, i was kind of irritated. had to re-write the answers!! boring! didn't want to gamble by changing the question numbers so really had to do that. so in the end? question 28 had not enough space on the lines so i had to write it below question 30. so i wrote a small note on the lines and hopefully, i won't be penalised. even if i was, it'll just be 4marks. may seem a lot but when compared to losing 16marks? it's better i guess. xD

so well, now i just have to try and remember my remedial dates. haha. yes people, i have a lot to remember. lucky my class guys don't know about this blog or they'll tease me like crazy. thank God! xD so yeah. think i'll have to depend on others to remind me i guess... oops!!

ohya!! i'm group leader for student camp this year. my group is called........................!! don't tell you yet. haha. confidential which i will only reveal to my group members for now. xD then now, i'm going through the bible study materials. looks real cool but whether it'll be carried out nicely is another thing. i'm also a little worried cause i DID NOT LEAD BIBLE STUDY BEFORE!! help? LoL. Papa in Heaven!! better help me k? haha.

ok. i have to go now. got some stuff that needs to be settled.
one of my group member is so good looking but he's only secondary one! sad life... nah just kidding!! xD

-LeeUuZ

♥ 10:34 PM

i was dead, but i'm revived!! really!! well, at least 85%. the other 15%, it's my own barrier that i have to cross myself i guess. but well, yingen!! you were right, i WILL BE and AM revived in Christ.

how did it happen? well on friday night, i was rushing out the LoveUs newsletter. that was so tiring. alvin couldn't help cause he had to go off the next day. plus! the articles he and dianne gave me were so long!! it was so hard trying to squeeze 'em properly into the newsletter so that all the words are viewable.

so before i began, i wanted to give up already. i was so tired be it spiritually or physically. i was on the verge of quitting. i wanted to just go to sleep and not go church the next day! well, it seemed like a great thing to do. i could rest, i don't have to rack my brains, i CAN SLACK! but there was this voice at the back of my head telling me that i shouldn't do that. so i guess i was quite lucky. i responded to this voice and i prayed to God for strength to last me through the night, and also wisdom to arrange the layout. after that, my mind sort of cleared up abit. so i sent yingen one slide so that she could help me squeeze the stuff in while i tried working on page two. page two was such a chore!! the articles were long, the prayer points were endless. i was again on the verge to give up. but fortunately, i messaged alvin earlier on to explain the situation so he called to help me out. so we decided that we could just put a person in charge for the readers to go to if they needed prayer points. yup. that helped alot. then, yingen sent the first slide back to me. i was like WOW!! thanks en, you've been a great help. after that, i was suddenly so energised that i rushed through page two without much difficulty. it was at this point i felt God. God at this point was so real. so i finally finished the newsletter. but when i thought all things were running smoothly, i realised that my printer ran out of ink!! great. just GREAT. but i told God to give me a name, just a name that i could ask the person to elp me print. so jhong came to mind. LoLs. so i went and asked. guess what??!!! jhong helped!! ohyeah!! i was so encouraged by God that my faith was renewed that night and i was yes, REVIVED.

yeah. trust God in all things. it really works.

you can do it too!!

-LeeUuZ

♥ 12:50 AM

AAAAHHH! i'm. so. fed. up. with. my. grandpa!!! AAAAAHHHH!!! sometimes he can be so annoying... i understand he's aging now so he's a bit slow... but sometimes i just can't stand it!! it's like i can be like telling him the same thing over and over again and he still doesn't hear it!!

but anyway... enough of that now... sigh... PROM IS SO TROUBLESOME!!! i just don't understand why something as simple as deciding a group can be so troublesome... ugh... and some people chose to boycott the 4E table so like we;re lacking people right now... poor kenny is frantically trying to get a group together... but i kind of told him if we can't form a group, i'll go join fidell's table... yeah... she said i could if i couldn't find a table... so yeah... TOMORROW is the DATELINE!! KENNY!! how how HOW??!!!

but maybe it wouldn't turn out this way if more people were more enthusiastic about going for prom... sickening... i just don't understand why people don't want to go prom... i mean, even a tomboy like me is like setting her mind up to go so like why not? i think prom will be like a BIG turning point for many people... it's like taking part in a social event that only happens once in many many years... plus!! it's like a stepping stone for those who don't have much self-esteem i guess... cause i think it'll be a night when all the ugly ducklings turn in swans... cocoon breaking open to boast the beautiful butterfly that comes out of it... yeah... something like that...

OH!! think prom is like for girls to turn into women while boys into men... well... young ladies and gentlemen i guess... and it'll be such a change to see everyone in formal clothing and looking their best... heh... it'll also be a good time for me to look at all my friends... those pretty girls and gorgeous hunks... LoL! kind of cool eh?

one more thing!!! prom is also a significant event to mark the end of our secondary school days!! think that is the most important thing... cause after this night, we might not see some of our friends for quite some time... yeah... so this night should be quite memorable yeah? taking pictures, dancing, high-ing... xD

sigh... but i think i won't be like the rest... since like most of them are already so pretty... me? i'm just a duck which will remain like a duck... earthworm which will never transform into anything... =( ah well, who cares? i do...

when will my prince charming come?

-LeeUuZ

♥ 7:10 PM

I AM A FAILER. YES. FAILER. WITH MY POOR MADE UP ENGLISH. I'M A FAILER.

can't really be considered a failure. i don't fail in everything i do, i just fail for my studies. that's all! no big! yeah really no big! the most i just have to go ITE or something. i've been so naive to even think about DSA. it's like i can't even meet the basic requirement! this is so unfair.

maybe to all of you, i'm just one big slacker who likes to miss lessons. maybe i seemed to be the kind that got too used to failing that i can't be bother anymore. whatever alright? i really studied! but in the end? i get nothing. and people are just so insensitive sometimes that they don't stop to appreciate what they already have. i might be the same too, but at least i treasure those subjects that i managed to pass. and people can be like complaining they could've gotten an A1 instead of an A2. guess what? i will be happy even if i only manage to pass borderline for the subject. thanks man!

thanks for making me feel like a big fat loser. so what if you got a L1R5 of 21? SO WHAT? did you get 35?! no? so why are you like DAMMIT COMPLAINING? i wish i could get that. i really do! i don't even mind getting any score as long as it is below 30. some of you even manage to get BELOW 20! WT* are you still complaining about? all those rubbish and crap about not meeting your own targets, all those idiotic 'sigh's acting like you're dammit upset about your results. LEAVE ME ALONE ALRIGHT?

also, SO WHAT IF YOU GOT ONLY ONE STUPID REMEDIAL? stop acting like that's the end of the world or something. i only got four remedials. ONLY FOUR. out of how many subjects? SEVEN! great! ABSOLUTELY SPIFFING.

i hate studying now. i really do. all those times when i mugged, all those times when i tried to lighten the spirit by joking around infront of people, WHATEVER! i get NOTHING. after racking my brains i gained what? bunch of red marks all over my paper with 'X's in them.







GOOD RIDDANCE! BYE! ADIOS! nobody cares...






after today? the liuying you know now will be gone forever. say your last words people, she's gone. the old liuying has died on 23may2006. dead.

♥ 12:24 PM

----------------JULY--------------

Fun to be with - of course!! xD

Secretive - hmm... can tell you every detail about me right? more fun if you find out yourself!!

Difficult to fathom and to be understood - really?

Quiet unless excited or tensed - quite true...

Takes pride in oneself - maybe only on my sport...

Has reputation - DO YOU KNOW ME?

Easily consoled - perhaps...

Honest - i'm a GIRL!!

Concerned about people's feelings - yeah... wish they be concerned about mine...

Tactful - cool!!

Friendly - nah.. i'm shy... xD

Approachable - that's good to hear...

Emotional temperamental and unpredictable - yeah... sorry to those who'd experienced it!

Moody and easily hurt - think so...

Witty and sparkly - DUH!! xD

spazzy at times - what's spazzy?

Not revengeful - are you sure?

Forgiving but never forgets - hmm... doubtful...

dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things - COME ON!! i'm the nuisance!!

Guides others physically and mentally - wow!!

Sensitive and forms impressions carefully - yup... bao ci xing xiang!!

Caring and loving - aww...

Treats others equally - eh... i'm too sure about that...

Strong sense of sympathy - guess so...

Wary and sharp - another DUH!!

Judges people through observations - can't judge... or i'll be judged...

Hardworking - are you kidding?

No difficulties in studying - that's a lie... right?

Loves to be alone - sure do...

Always broods about the past and the old friends - ying shui si yuan... wait... wrong usage!

Waits for friends - cause they're always late...

Never looks for friends - i do ok!!

Not aggressive unless provoked - WATCH OUT!!

Loves to be loved - who doesn't?

Easily hurt but takes long to recover - some stuff yeah...

wow... finally ended... hope you guys enjoyed it... xD

tired of seeing that asscracked face of yours...

sayonara!!

♥ 10:24 PM

got back social studies today...

it sucked...

in the end...

failed my combine humanities...



but it doesn't matter anymore... i can't go back in time to retake the exam... though it's kind of upsetting but well, just have to face it... got chinese mock exam too... but we all were kind of slack... did not do the paper properly... answers were all crap... haha... but well, it was kind of boring and really cold... so everyone were freezing... me too... only i was trying to sleep... but it was too cold so i decided that maybe i should just write some answers even though they might be just one line... =x oops... haha... so we were all like trying to write as BIG as we could so that it can take up more space and lines... LoL... it was hilarious...

then like i had this really terrible headache which was kind of throbbing my head for a couple of days already so i decided that i should go home... well, apparently i wasn't the only one cause sherilyn was having migraine... so the both of us went to get the excuse letter and went home... yeah... so while sulking over my extremely poor results, i'm watching anime to make me not think about it... but well, i'm like blogging about my results so I AM REMINDED... sad really...

sometimes i really wished i could live in the mountains where like it's so close to the Heavens... then i wouldn't be having this headache caused by my studies... i miss ChiangMai... i really do... seeing all the people there being so carefree... and also remembering the breeze that would brush my cheeks when i stand infront of the church which we stayed... also missed playig with the kids there... especially EnMei and a little girl whom i didn't get to know her name... she's abit slow when she's learning but really hardworking... oh!! i miss sitting on the back of the motorbike ZhiCheng was riding... aww... it was super cool... we talked about loads during those rides... cause we kind of share the same personalities like loving our sport very very much... also, we were worried over our friends and family that hadn't been able to receive God's grace... yeah... that was nice...

so why am i here? why here? why in this harsh environment that people are judged by their certificates and achievements? it's just too harsh for me... kind of helpless when i'm in this part of the world...

missing the old days...

sayonara~~~

♥ 2:42 PM

hey hey... can you guys hear it? i've added the music!! haha... but it doesn't seemed to suit the blog theme... LoL... never mind i guess... i'll search for more midi files... if i come across something nice i would put it on...

hmm... today... got back few more papers... the one i'm most satisfied with? think it would be my emath paper one... got 58/80... cool eh? especially for somebody like me... i was so happy... elated? haa... so like when i add both paper one and two together, i pass emath OVERALL!! PASS!! i'm so happy... hopefully it won't be pulled down by anything... HOPEFULLY... i guess the most disappointing subject would be my chinese composition and letter writing... really really very lousy... not of my usual standard... furthermore, i think i did not put much effort into my letter writing... so maybe i do deserve that mark... so all in all, got B3 for chinese... sad but think it's so far my best... got B4 for combined science which is kind of lousy... supposed to get like A2... T-T hmm... and i failed geography too... expected really... but i didn't expect to get D7 cause was expecting a F9... whoopee? haha...

ok... i'll go back searching for more midis to put in... and got to go prepare for tuition... bye people!!


sayonara!!

♥ 5:27 PM

LEEUUZ is back!! xD

sorry for such a notice people... didn't even tell you guys then suddenly? POOF!! my blog's gone!! wow... but anyway, it's back...

hmm... reason for doing this?
-too rash when i deleted my blog
-more privacy

yup... simply so... don't really like the idea of too many people knowing my blog... so people!! don't link me ok? thanks a bunch...

ok now... finished my mid years on monday... kind of relieved... but sadly, i didn't too well... quite upset about my english... i failed it... SIGH... what am i going to do now? but it seems that this isn't raelly very useful to get me to study anyway... i'm like currently stuck in the "i really do not want to touch my books yet" mood... which is kind of worrying for many people... usually i don;t worry for my studies cause i have people worrying over it for me... LoL... that's bad aye?

ok... my nose's itching... think i got bitten by a mosquito... irritating... will be going to bed soon i guess... maybe in a few weeks time i might add music into my blog... it's too quiet... LoL...

kombangwa!!

♥ 11:39 PM